Persistence

i am not smart, but i work hard.
i am not fast, but i can stay late.
perfectionism is only ideal.
however, my persistency will make up for my lack of experiences

Farewell

Another farewell to a good friend of mine.

Good bye to John Fong.

Have a safe flight and wish you the best of luck in Hong Kong.

And don't ever come back!

As you said, you will only come back to Toronto if you go bankrupt in the next two years.

忘記...傷害

Although this song is long time ago,

but whenever I listen to it,

it still triggers back lots of memories.

Argh!!

Just went through the toughest day ever.

-there are endless amount of revisions to the design which requires me to work on the weekend again.

-an argument with my mom about her cook. I will not eat shit that was cooked and left in the refrigerator for over ONE WHOLE week. It is fucking disgusting and unhealthy. When I saw her recooked those left over, I threw all of it to the garbage bin immediately. I am not wasting food and being disrespectful. I just can't afford to get sick during these crazy busy days. All I want is to enjoy a home made dinner after an exhausting day at work, am I asking too much?

-had the worst haircut in my entire life. Seriously, I just want to fucking shave my whole head right now. There are no proportion and style to the haircut. After today, I learned a lesson that I will never go to cheap place ever. This clearly proved that the fancy and expensive salon I used to go to worth the money. Hair dresser really does have the power to fuck up your confident level.

Argh!!!!

BTW, an ad of someone totally made my day! hahaha

鋼鐵是怎樣煉成的

Fin Izakaya

Fin Izakaya. One of the authentic Japanese restaurant in Toronto.
Its expensive, the size of the dish is small but it taste awesome!
the sad thing was we went to McDonald afterward since none of us were full.

As for work, I can stay in the firm longer. Yah!
My contract got extended.
I will use this opportunity to push myself to learn and learn.
who knows what i will do after this job.

Continue?

Its almost September, and the three of us are now in a same boat.

We still haven't heard anything whether we can stay or not. However, my schedule for next month is already full. Piles of detail drawings, renderings, 3D modeling and furniture design. All of those are due in the same week. So is that mean I can stay a bit longer?

When I told the designer that I've been working with for the pass 4 months, "next tuesday might be my last day". She almost collapse. Since its hard to complete such a big project by herself. Well, I will find out soon next week.

Life must go on. Stay positive, keep learning and do my best (meaning working on the weekend again).

無緣罪

有試過討好各方,
交過真心，卻視為，公式化.

人言實在嚇怕,
真心輾轉刮花,
如回話, 越變差.

回家歸隱更好嗎？
離開風吹雨打...

imac in action

One word: Sexy.

summer fun

It's been a year since the last time i went to bbq. Last summer we were at Scarborough Bluffs, but this year we do it the ghetto and dirty way --> Miliken Park!

This is definitely one of the most memorable event of the summer. As you can see, we took some really sick photo. Thanks to our professional photographer! And the person that set up the fire for us. The food were absolutely amazing (although we ran out of ice to freeze the meat).

I am so excited for my new iMac. Finally saved up enough money to purchase it. Can't wait! Better computer meaning more productive for work.

Moron

I know she's been sick and can never be cure, but I don't need people keep on reminding me what i should do. You are not the fucking leader of the family, so stop acting like you are! We know you are wealthy, but your money stinks!

"Oh I don't wear those kind of jeans you are wearing, I think they looked cheap. I only buy clothes oversea or custom made."

Honestly, I don't think my Club Monaco, Hugo Boss and Lacoste are cheap. And I do not looked like a sales person when I was in China. I worked like 10 hours a day, plus 3 hours in the fucking subway. How the fuck you expect me to find time to call her all the time. Its not that I don't care about her; Face it, her end is near. There is nothing we can do. Such a moron.

獨男

Love this song ~

孤獨並無罪
逼不得已 才愛上了自由

Summer wish list

I started to hate my working space at home. Since the space is only 4'-1/4" by 8', so i have two tables at each end. Over the years, i've only been using one table, and the other one just piled with useless junks. I decided to throw one table away and get this Ikea bookshelve. The price is reasonable $199.99 and it fits perfectly into my tiny working space. I love the one with two glass doors, however it cost $399.99!! That is completely out of my budget. T.T

My other wish item is the iMac which cost $1149.99 with student discount. It comes along with a free 8GB ipod touch with engraving at the back. I am not a person that will carry my laptop wherever i go, so desktop is more useful for me and is cheaper and more powerful.

I must work hard and save money this summer!

等待

你可否尝试過在咖啡店等待某 人，但此人从来没有出現?

"望著侍應寫單 為何還未見你
我太快死心怎可不驚訝 現實又過一刻
難捱無謂 勉強 連場沉默咖啡已早變酸

時候還未到 還是我大意 還是你話有些萬分緊急要事
時候還未到 還是我大意 還是你已表示

時針不會為誰停留 手中那煙越來越短
陽光總帶著和暖 內心就越來越冷淡"

Nonchalant

gloomy sky with heavy rain drops
doesn't feel like going anywhere today
just want to rest at home quietly without any disturbance
wish life can be simple

Brazen Head

Had a fantastic night at Brazen Head with II BY IV.
the weather is beautiful although a little breezy,
but the outdoor patio is amazing with gorgeous view.
it is so relaxing at a place like this after work.
Hope we can have another party soon!

First O.T.

星期六日要上班!!

This week was intense. It's been a year since graduation that I'm this busy, but I love every second of it.The logo I designed is in production, working and helping senior designers on five projects. I can see why sleeping is a distant memory for them. I feel so grateful that I can worked with some of the top people in the industry.

I guess there wouldn't be any fun activity this weekend, since thunder storm and shower is up ahead. The new season of SYTYCD finally begun. I will glue my ass in front of TV everything Wed. and Thurs. night!! So excited.

畫意

此歌說出著名藝術家 - 梵高 (Van Gogh)的生平,
他在世時, 沒多人欣賞及留意他的作品,
但到了死後才得到肯定及接受!
這就是否商業的價值呢??

relaxing day

Had an amazing weekend with friends ~~

although i almost got a heat stroke on saturday after spent an hour under the blazing sun, but i quickly recovered following a good night of sleep, gym and sauna.

life is good since summer started. i hope this can continue throughout the year.
It's hard to predict what will happen next. I know if i keep walking on the this path, soon i will reach the destination i dream of; because "your life is what your thoughts make it"

運

怎麼叫運　視乎你心理
捱盡黑夜便可看得到晨曦
極運滯日子都不要忘記
還在呼吸心跳　我未被遺棄

當　好景不再　我們來聽聽
你到底　出聲打氣　還是只懂得怨命
我相信際遇如一面鏡
用笑代替哭聲　霉運才能撥正

撐到底　奮鬥心不死
渡過低潮　我先見到熱潮
成熟了　明白了
才悟到了命途的奧妙