One More Day

Time for new years resolution.

1. a good career
2. healthier body
3. get the certificate in Lighting Design, hopefully LEED as well
   
4. expand my network
   
5. pay back my osap loan
6. G2
   
7. find my other half
   
8. just be a better person

2010 is a very good year for Rabbit. Especially people that are in the creative (design) field.
Their imagination will be explosive!
Therefore, i will keep my fingers and foot crossed and see what happens.

12.25.09

Merry Christmas Everyone

Wish you all the best and have a wonderful Christmas Eve with friends and family.

Time flies

Time does flies so fast this year. In less than 4 days is Christmas. To me, first half of 2009 i was so productive and energetic on my Thesis project which I did great. After graduation is where my downhill starts. From June to Auguest, i was working on my profolio intensely. However, job hunt didnt went so well due to my lack of experiences. I was going to find a part-time job, but i went back to GZ for a month because of my grandma's illness. When i came back, it was where i reached the abyss of my life. Rejected by offices, couldn't find a part-time and OSAP repayment began. Man, what a catastrophy. Luckily, i decided to do internship for now and got accepted by a good firm (so glad). In 2010, there aren't much i'm hoping for. I just want to have a good career, expand and focus my future on that.

Some Sh!t

I can't express how much I love my part-time job, since i got good pay just to be bitch at for 7 hours. This is what happened: today is my actual starting day of work. Since I know nothing about this industry, so today is like a general walk through of the basic stuffs I need to know. However, I cannot stand how much I am being treated disrespectfully.
Here is a list of shit he said:

• why are you so stupid
• just stood here, don't move and watch what i'm doing. Next second, you are blocking me, get out of my way
• stop asking stupid questions
  
• do you even have common sense
• you so useless (that's hurtful)
• don't rush, next second, i don't pay you to for painting the same spot in half hour
• why you dress so nice to work at renovation place (ok, its my worst high school clothes)
• he actually said i'm useless 27 times today!!! wow. that's a record breaking. Since i've never been bitch this much in 7 hours. hahaha

At the end of the day, i literally wants to smack him with the paint brush! But I am an educated, kind and thoughtful person.

Substitution

I began to think that I am a substitution. Maybe I am over reacted and sensitive, but my intuition tells me that it is. At this point, I know I shouldn't ask for more. However, I keep asking myself is it worth it. I understand this is a process I need to go through, what my concern is will it all going to be waste at the end. Still, I am not a backup dancer on a stage that's just there to make the singer shines. I cannot foresee my future in that position, I felt I belong to somewhere else which I 'm about to be discover in 2010. I have a strong feeling this will going to happen.

"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals." -Buddha

Pour Homme

Birthday present. Although its 1 month late, but i like it a lot. I guess this 90ml cologne pour homme will be enough to use for 2 years.

二三事

如同那天上皓月般多變而難以捉摸。愛冷眼旁觀著身邊一切，身處其中卻又不願與過份投入，比誰都抽離、比誰都清醒。可這樣的你絕對不是無情的人，你其 實比誰都有情，只是不願把那份多愁善感擺在人前。你害怕受到傷害，所以就藏在心底，裝作漠然，戴上那面具。

Love the clean and simpleness of my blog. The subtle textures in the background similar to the wallpaper in my condo lobby. The colour tone: white, gray and cerulean blue gives a sense calm and fresh feeling to it. The two column style is easy to follow, and i changed the size of the text from normal to small. Also, I shrink the width of the two columns smaller which makes it more elegant to read. The size of the You-Tube video follows the double lines above under the heading, everything lines up and organize. hehe

Tore My Heart

Jakob and Ellenore's contemporary routine choreographed by Sonya. I had been waiting in this season for a routine that would leave an indelible impression. I got it! This was my goosebumps routine. I felt like those two were in a "different class" compared to the other contestants. The part where she "stuck on the wall" at 0:23 was fabulous. They fully portrayed the characters in the story and fantastic chemistry as well. Also the way he move his hips from 0:13 - 0:20 was crazy. The way he flexibly stretched his foot is annoyingly brilliant as if he doesn't have any bones in his body. Dancing is another form of sport and art. I'll probably dance like a gingerbread if I do this routine. hahaha