Opportunities?

Decisions, decisions and decisions. God, i hate making choices!

It is not my nature of quitting something that i worked so hard for it. I know sometimes when there's an opportunity comes, I should go for it no matter what. However, after a deep thought, there are many uncertainties and questions comes to my mind. So I've decided to stay and continue on what I started, rather than going into a new place that it doesn't guarantee a position. Another reason is what I'm doing now can eventually open many doors in the future. Also, he mentioned that I'm very talented, creative and have strong potential, but how come I didn't get hire back in October? One of my friend said he was shocked that the other girl got hired and not me. Seriously, her portfolio is nowhere near mine! After all, I was an A+ Thesis student.

Thanks to everyone that helped me and all the valuable feedback.
I have made my decision.

3 in 1

Flipping through the dates of my calendar, I just realized in February, Valentines' day, Chinese New Year and Family Day long weekend are all on the same day! How wonderful is that. Especially for all the spoiled kids on this planet. Maybe i really should think about what to do on that day. Perhaps something memorable?

Beginning

Last Tuesday was the first day of my intern, and I love every second of it. It is a privilege and honour for me to work at such high-end office and experience what the design world really is. Not only that I learned how design office function, more importantly, I'm able to met some new people that had been in this field for decades. I wish I could work there for the rest of my life! It might be too early to predict and grasp my future at the moment, but I hope I can continue my dream of becoming an interior designer. So, I will put my heart in it, do the best and hopefully someone can acknowledge my skills and creativity.

Midnight always giving me a feeling of calm and peacefulness. Sitting on my warm, comfy bed with my laptop and gazing at the lonely street. Listening to music, simply let my mind rest and just translate my thoughts into words.

01.04.2010

Tomorrow will be a new start, hope everything will go well. 2010 is for all the underdogs and runner ups, notice the 2 in 2010 is before the 1. I had everything prepared and I'm physically and mentally ready. Wish me luck

麥玲玲 2010 生肖兔

整體運程
吉星“太陽”代表有男性貴人相助，有“照遠不照近”的意思，你不妨選擇將工作重地轉移外地，出差公幹有助 加強個人運勢。而吉星“天空”則代表天馬行空，源源不絕的創作靈感浮現眼前，對從事創作及設計工作的人士最有利。而“唐符”吉星則與徹底發揮領導才能有 關，從事紀律部隊的肖兔者威望及權力有增強的意象，可喜可賀。今年事業發展相當不錯，雄心壯志，將可以有理想的發展，但處事不宜急進。

財運
由 於獲得“太陽”吉星的照耀，從事與男士有關的生意範疇，即銷售汽車、模型、男性衣服或音響等工作，今年勢必客似雲來，財運滾滾。同時可留意與自己關係良好 的男性客戶，對方介紹一班具有消費潛力的新客，有助生意額直線上升。另外，“太陽”具有“照遠不照近”的意象，若然你需要經常與外國人洽商，則會有助生意 發展順遂，因為你處於“宜動不宜靜”的年份，經常遊走經商具有“動中生財”的意象。
另外，在吉星“天空”及“唐符”的帶動下，腦海中的創意靈感一 觸即發，從事與設計、編劇、廣告或寫作有關工作的人士，今年會創意無限，以新橋段及噱頭引人注目。偏財方面，可以聘請男性股票經紀為自己代勞，或是從男性 長輩的可靠消息中略有斬獲，謹記“合太歲”年份運勢動盪不定，切勿貪婪。

事業
今年整體的事業運勢相當不錯，由於得到“太陽”星的眷顧，男性上司悉心提拔，為自己排除升職的阻礙，只要緊守崗位，升職在望。而從事紀律部隊的肖兔者，在“唐符”星的助力下，個人領導才能得以徹底發揮，權力及威望有加強的意象，下屬服從性高，雙方關係良好。
但由於受到“寅卯相合”的影響，你求變的心態較以往強烈。有意於今年落實轉換工作的計畫者，不妨向以往曾提攜自己的男性舊上司或客戶打探消息，對方或許向你提供不錯的轉職機會。但當然要確定正式受聘，才可以銳意辭職，以免受到不穩定的運勢影響，切勿急進行事。

1987年：丁卯年（虛歲24歲）
不論是踏足社會的畢業生，或是早於社會打滾多年的小夥子，今年可遇上具發展潛力的機會。財運有明顯的進賬，但謹 記不要過於急進及自視過高，宜虛心學習，不斷增進個人知識，將來前途發展一片光明。感情方面，與伴侶關係尚未穩定，轉換伴侶實屬閒事，仍是單身的人士則依 然孤單，還是將心力放在事業發展為妙。

One More Day

Time for new years resolution.

1. a good career
2. healthier body
3. get the certificate in Lighting Design, hopefully LEED as well
   
4. expand my network
   
5. pay back my osap loan
6. G2
   
7. find my other half
   
8. just be a better person

2010 is a very good year for Rabbit. Especially people that are in the creative (design) field.
Their imagination will be explosive!
Therefore, i will keep my fingers and foot crossed and see what happens.

12.25.09

Merry Christmas Everyone

Wish you all the best and have a wonderful Christmas Eve with friends and family.

Time flies

Time does flies so fast this year. In less than 4 days is Christmas. To me, first half of 2009 i was so productive and energetic on my Thesis project which I did great. After graduation is where my downhill starts. From June to Auguest, i was working on my profolio intensely. However, job hunt didnt went so well due to my lack of experiences. I was going to find a part-time job, but i went back to GZ for a month because of my grandma's illness. When i came back, it was where i reached the abyss of my life. Rejected by offices, couldn't find a part-time and OSAP repayment began. Man, what a catastrophy. Luckily, i decided to do internship for now and got accepted by a good firm (so glad). In 2010, there aren't much i'm hoping for. I just want to have a good career, expand and focus my future on that.

Some Sh!t

I can't express how much I love my part-time job, since i got good pay just to be bitch at for 7 hours. This is what happened: today is my actual starting day of work. Since I know nothing about this industry, so today is like a general walk through of the basic stuffs I need to know. However, I cannot stand how much I am being treated disrespectfully.
Here is a list of shit he said:

• why are you so stupid
• just stood here, don't move and watch what i'm doing. Next second, you are blocking me, get out of my way
• stop asking stupid questions
  
• do you even have common sense
• you so useless (that's hurtful)
• don't rush, next second, i don't pay you to for painting the same spot in half hour
• why you dress so nice to work at renovation place (ok, its my worst high school clothes)
• he actually said i'm useless 27 times today!!! wow. that's a record breaking. Since i've never been bitch this much in 7 hours. hahaha

At the end of the day, i literally wants to smack him with the paint brush! But I am an educated, kind and thoughtful person.