Substitution

I began to think that I am a substitution. Maybe I am over reacted and sensitive, but my intuition tells me that it is. At this point, I know I shouldn't ask for more. However, I keep asking myself is it worth it. I understand this is a process I need to go through, what my concern is will it all going to be waste at the end. Still, I am not a backup dancer on a stage that's just there to make the singer shines. I cannot foresee my future in that position, I felt I belong to somewhere else which I 'm about to be discover in 2010. I have a strong feeling this will going to happen.

"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals." -Buddha