Time flies

Time does flies so fast this year. In less than 4 days is Christmas. To me, first half of 2009 i was so productive and energetic on my Thesis project which I did great. After graduation is where my downhill starts. From June to Auguest, i was working on my profolio intensely. However, job hunt didnt went so well due to my lack of experiences. I was going to find a part-time job, but i went back to GZ for a month because of my grandma's illness. When i came back, it was where i reached the abyss of my life. Rejected by offices, couldn't find a part-time and OSAP repayment began. Man, what a catastrophy. Luckily, i decided to do internship for now and got accepted by a good firm (so glad). In 2010, there aren't much i'm hoping for. I just want to have a good career, expand and focus my future on that.

Some Sh!t

I can't express how much I love my part-time job, since i got good pay just to be bitch at for 7 hours. This is what happened: today is my actual starting day of work. Since I know nothing about this industry, so today is like a general walk through of the basic stuffs I need to know. However, I cannot stand how much I am being treated disrespectfully.
Here is a list of shit he said:

• why are you so stupid
• just stood here, don't move and watch what i'm doing. Next second, you are blocking me, get out of my way
• stop asking stupid questions
  
• do you even have common sense
• you so useless (that's hurtful)
• don't rush, next second, i don't pay you to for painting the same spot in half hour
• why you dress so nice to work at renovation place (ok, its my worst high school clothes)
• he actually said i'm useless 27 times today!!! wow. that's a record breaking. Since i've never been bitch this much in 7 hours. hahaha

At the end of the day, i literally wants to smack him with the paint brush! But I am an educated, kind and thoughtful person.

Substitution

I began to think that I am a substitution. Maybe I am over reacted and sensitive, but my intuition tells me that it is. At this point, I know I shouldn't ask for more. However, I keep asking myself is it worth it. I understand this is a process I need to go through, what my concern is will it all going to be waste at the end. Still, I am not a backup dancer on a stage that's just there to make the singer shines. I cannot foresee my future in that position, I felt I belong to somewhere else which I 'm about to be discover in 2010. I have a strong feeling this will going to happen.

"Ambition is like love, impatient both of delays and rivals." -Buddha

Pour Homme

Birthday present. Although its 1 month late, but i like it a lot. I guess this 90ml cologne pour homme will be enough to use for 2 years.

二三事

如同那天上皓月般多變而難以捉摸。愛冷眼旁觀著身邊一切，身處其中卻又不願與過份投入，比誰都抽離、比誰都清醒。可這樣的你絕對不是無情的人，你其 實比誰都有情，只是不願把那份多愁善感擺在人前。你害怕受到傷害，所以就藏在心底，裝作漠然，戴上那面具。

Love the clean and simpleness of my blog. The subtle textures in the background similar to the wallpaper in my condo lobby. The colour tone: white, gray and cerulean blue gives a sense calm and fresh feeling to it. The two column style is easy to follow, and i changed the size of the text from normal to small. Also, I shrink the width of the two columns smaller which makes it more elegant to read. The size of the You-Tube video follows the double lines above under the heading, everything lines up and organize. hehe

Tore My Heart

Jakob and Ellenore's contemporary routine choreographed by Sonya. I had been waiting in this season for a routine that would leave an indelible impression. I got it! This was my goosebumps routine. I felt like those two were in a "different class" compared to the other contestants. The part where she "stuck on the wall" at 0:23 was fabulous. They fully portrayed the characters in the story and fantastic chemistry as well. Also the way he move his hips from 0:13 - 0:20 was crazy. The way he flexibly stretched his foot is annoyingly brilliant as if he doesn't have any bones in his body. Dancing is another form of sport and art. I'll probably dance like a gingerbread if I do this routine. hahaha

Twitter

I've been thinking about this for a long time. So let's follow me on Twitter as well! Another social network program that i'm fall in love with. Its simple to use, you can connect with your friends and get their latest updates. Much faster than Facebook.

http://twitter.com/austinnWang

Feeling Warm this winter

Brought this jacket from Club Monaco yesterday (although i'm broke). It is the warmest jacket i've ever had in my life. And yes, its expensive. However, mine is a little bit different from the one above. The edge of the hood and the jacket on that one is white and gray stripes. Mine is black and white stripes which defines the edge and makes it more stands out. Since i need to wear something semi-formal for my internship in January, therefore, i guess i still need to go shopping again near Christmas T.T

What is wrong with the weather these days, looks gloomy and rains all the time, makes me even more desperate. I think i need another trip! Aside from my part-time job, i still have some spare times left. Maybe i really need to use this time wisely to improve myself in all aspects. That's why i decided to take the Lighting Design course at Ryerson which available in spring. Can't believe i need to do an interview just for taking a course. Luckily i am eligible for it.

有些事總是平靜地意外....來臨

Things are slowly getting back on track and go with the ways that are within my control. Waiting is a complete waste of time. That is why i gave up on finding a full time job in design firm, and just focus on my internship starting in January at II By IV Design. To be honest, even internship is hard to find. Meanwhile, I will be doing a part-time job for home renovation. Although its physical work, however, i have the chance to learn how things are put together, calculate the cost of materials and small details of interior finishing. This is the perfect experience for actual site interior finishing.

Sometimes stubbornness will only make you stay on the same spot. Whereas letting go can lead you to unexpected fortunate.

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